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Poems

I'm such a slow writer, so I figured I'd share a small collection of poems instead.
These were written while working on a creative writing minor back in college.



If I could walk on water,


I’d walk across the Atlantic Ocean, and let the soles
of my feet soak and wrinkle until I could finally reach
land. I wonder if the water is clear enough to see an
orca whip its tail before it emerges out onto the open
ocean or spot a shark spiral beneath me while I try to
tip toe a different direction. Then, once my skin is too
heated from the plunging rays of the sun, I’d swim deep
underwater, enough to notice the tint shift from blue
to indigo, and sway with the pink and purple corals
‘til I could no longer hold my breath. During nighttime,
I’d gaze at twice as many stars twinkle, some dancing
back and forth to mimic the shifting tides, and two
moons spaced at the same distance from where the sky
and the ocean converge to follow the vast horizon. Imagine
if there was a meteor shower. I’d watch the stars shoot
from the sky and dive deep into the ocean, probably so
fast that I couldn’t sprint swift enough to catch one.



Origami Rocks


Simple origami instructions
deviously designed to confuse
the dexterously incapable.

A hat. A boat. A crane.
And even simpler, a rectangle.

Step one: begin with a square
piece of paper, six by six.

An altered step one: begin with an eight
by eleven piece of paper, and with two
crooked cuts, acquire the correct
dimensions–six by six.

Step two: fold the paper diagonally,
easily done by coordinating opposite
corners and adjacent edges together.

Step three: Following the existing creases,
form a flap and flip the flap to the front.
Folding forward to join the crossing corners
inward, unfold the edges outward–slightly
downwards and angled upwards–to create
an inverse-backward base.

An altered step three: Crumple.
Then, repeat steps one through three
until you can crease correctly and finally
follow the simple origami instructions.

Crease. Wrinkle. Crinkle.
Simple. Crimple. Crumple.

Stacks of scrunched spheres of paper,
origami rocks pile to form the summit
of the canyon of my grand frustration.



Papa learned how to waltz


Papa’s fingers danced across the keys, a slow waltz
he'd practiced since ten years ago. Mindlessly, he tapped
his fingers to the beat. Had he forgotten how difficult
mastering the position of each key had been?

When his fingers first learned how to dance, he hardly
knew how the keyboard worked, nor how each pixel
on the screen aligned with the movement of the mouse.
Yet, even with no rhythm, he willingly studied each beat,
attempting to acquaint his fingers to the waltz. As he
rehearsed, his fingers would sway in the wrong direction,
or incorrectly tap two fingers to the same note. Still, though
he struggled to find “q” or “v,” he tried to type at thirty
speed, frustrated if he danced at a slower tempo.

At times, he'd ask me to judge and score his performance.
With a watch in hand, I timed his fingers move from key to key,
typing the English words he'd learned after his native tongue,
a time when he only knew to sync his wrist with black ink.

And gradually, the tempo to which he danced advanced
to ten, fifteen, then twenty-five, and finally thirty. At thirty
words per minute, he knew he had mastered his own waltz.
Indifferent of faster tempo, he watched the letters appear
on the screen to his finger’s command; a choreographer of
his own waltz, he admired the elegance of the performance.

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Books, Plushies, Mental Health and a Lively Fantasy

As long as I've known I've loved reading.

To see a world unfold before me, to be transported into each and every book. To view the world and it's characters in a way that only exists between the pages of a great book. I've always been a fast reader and have been proud of that. I'm able to finish a typical novel in about four hours, just four hours straight of nothing but me and a book. The smell, the feeling of paper and the sound of flipping a page with anticipation to find out how the story continues.

Every book I open contains a world most will never see, as a child my unlimited imagination created worlds far greater than the author's intent, yet the authors gave me the building stones for my own dreamworlds to be transported to at night.

However everything has a cost, when entering high-school my fantasy became an easy target for others who couldn't understand it. I was childish they said. Why was a girl my age still wearing pink and talking about how a book opened up a whole world? Why did I use such childish languages with emoticons? Oh and why was I so obsessed with cats?

They broke me.

They broke my imagination.

Mental health issues are... Difficult. It's an off-limits, non-existent monster, locked up until it one day breaks free from it's chains. Ready to break everything and destroy everyone in it's sights. Like the main villain in a good book. At first high-school went okay, the years passed, I got better friends and everything was like sunshine and rainbows. The monster banished to a realm far far away.

Up until a few years ago. The monster decided it had enough. It turned itself into demons. Demons that summoned nightmares. Demons that kept on coming and coming and coming until a brave hero would one day come and rescue me.

Well, I'm not one to spoil a book's ending, however that hero never came.

Instead I had to reach out for help. It's uphill battle. We're all writing our own book of life, in the end this will be but a short passage in a whole novel and my book will most likely only be mentioned in yours for a single sentence, if it gets any mention at all.

"And this is the part where I talk way too much about plushies and cats." The greystriped cat meowed softly before pointing a paw at the stack of plushies arranged on the bed for one picture. "They all have names and a history on why I got each of them. There are more than these but the others are left at home."

"Why you ask? They're making amends with the demons. I still have a lot of nightmares that I need to work through. What I do to get rid of them?"

"Make happy memories."

"Playing games, talking to friends, watching anime. I still like reading and the feeling of transporting myself into other worlds, still lives on. I do scanlations. The proofreading I do is a whole lot of fun. In the short time that I've been here I've made a lot of great memories and I can't wait to make a whole lot more!"

You slowly turn the page, the weight of the book feels comforting in your lap. Outside the rain is quietly pouring down. You've been reading for hours without a care about the time. Slightly tired you flip to the final page.

It contains a single sentence.

"Thank you for reading."

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The Exhausting Gray of November

This was written in November, so pls bear with me.

November. The month when color goes to die and the world seems to fold itself into a single, exhausted gray.

Seven days now. Seven days in a row of this fog, a thick gray soup that eats edges and softens names until nothing has a shape worth trusting. I wake and stare beside the curtains; the gray wall stares back. It’s uncanny in a way that makes my skin crawl; I keep expecting a siren, some distant wail, as if the town might open into Silent Hill and swallow the ordinary.

One, two. I stretch and fold down, counting like a child to keep the body honest. Radio Taiso plays its small, mechanical liturgy and I follow it because movement is a promise: oil the joints, remind the bones how to be. Ten hours in a chair ahead of me and the thought sits like a stone; one, two, final breath, and then the day begins.

The kettle beeps and the sound is a tiny salvation; water ready, dark tea waiting, black and honest in the mug. Without that cup, the work would swallow me whole, a slow, polite devouring that leaves no edges to cling to. Work arrives in spreadsheets and KPIs, in client statistics and phrases that mean everything and nothing at once; happiness hides in the margins, in the small bright pockets between meetings.

I steal pages of real work—cleaning, typesetting—little islands where I can do something that feels like making rather than surviving. Three months passed and somehow they have made me CL lead; it’s wild to think they trusted me with that position, and I am quietly pleased in a way that surprises me. There is a strange comfort in being needed, even when the world outside is a flat, indifferent gray.

After work I open a book because books are exits, because they are rooms with doors that lead somewhere else. I finished one yesterday; how many this year? Sixty-one, I think—sixty-one small flights away from the gray wall that keeps staring. Anything is better than looking at that wall. Anything at all.

Now I'm curious. What's your number? (Feel free to also add volumes of manga. Though that might increase my number as well) How do you keep yourself entertained on these gray days? Maybe you even read some of our releases. Personally, I enjoyed the TS of "Gluttonous Romance" a lot. Though I got very hungry in the process.

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There's Cake Here.

°˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° November has always struck me as a month of contrasts: a season of change where highs and lows sit side by side. It carries a personal weight, filled with milestones that have quietly shaped my life. People often talk about the days growing shorter this month, but I’ve realized that time itself seems to shrink as we grow older. The hours slip faster, and 24 just never feels enough. Have you ever noticed that, no matter what you do, the days seem to vanish before you’re ready? There’s a certain stillness to November, a calm that invites reflection. Joy and sorrow coexist, each intensified by the fleeting nature of time. What moments have stood out for you this year? For me, this November is especially meaningful: it marks 10 years in scanlation. A decade of creativity, dedication, and connection. Along the way, I’ve met so many incredible people who’ve taught me more than I could have imagined. And yes, cake was definitely in order! ⸜(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)⸝ Please have a slice! As the month winds down, I’ve returned to old hobbies such as art I had set aside for studies (finally finished this month)! Here’s to savouring the moments, however brief, and to the quiet joy of reflection that November has brought.ヽ(o^▽^o)ノ
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Working Overtime on a Gloomy Day

It's almost the end of year and I've been getting a lot of commuting trouble since it's rainy season here. Living in an Equatorial location makes me lose my mind when the weather start raining at 3pm, around the end of my working hours. 😭 Rainy days sometimes made me feel blue out of nowhere, but I love the petrichor afterwards. 🌧️

Anyway, what's the upside of rainy seasons? Well, I can spend most of my time inside doing my tasks. Whenever it's raining and I have to go home, I spend extra time at my workplace to do the scanlation works! I know you're thinking that I haven't been doing QC that much (yeah, I am, sorry, I'll do the backlogged chapters soon). 🤞

Even though the weather is gloomy, I'm still enjoying my work! I do overtime for two weekends now! 😭 As long as I got my caffeine I guess I'll be fine (shout out to FamiCafé!), do you like working on your weekends? I hope you're enjoying the work at Carbon Scans even though it takes your weekend away!

Another thing I enjoy lately is reading manga. 📖 Even though I spent my time reading and rereading our releases, but I still read manga on the side. I really like Skip to Loafer series! It's a delicate story about a girl living the best life in the big city! It's kinda vibing with our series My Fake Boyfriend (even though it has a different theme) but I love a tough Female Lead story.

How about you? How's the weather on your city? Do you have a specific activity to entertain yourself when the weather or season is not to your liking?